This blog is an uncensored look into my soul. I am writing this as part of my healing process, but am leaving it public so others can follow me through my journey.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Videos of Hailey

Sean downloaded some little clips of home videos we took of Hailey to YouTube if you're interested in seeing our little angel in action!  I haven't watched any of them yet because it's still much too painful for me, but Sean has watched them all and said they were really cute.

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Hailey Videos

Thank you all again for your continued love and support.  If you've been reading, you'll know that as time goes on it seems to be getting a little harder, so hearing your comments really keeps me going!  I know eventually things will turn around and it will start getting a little easier, but I'm still waiting for that!!!


  1. I'm sure seeing a moving image of Hayley would be very hard for you to watch but I am sure that in the future they will bring you great pleasure and help you to remember her for the vibrant little girl that she was.

  2. You do such a wonderful job with writing about your feelings and have no idea of how many people you are helping by doing this - not to mention yourself. Keep writing. I Love You!!! Mom

  3. Watching Hailey again brought a joy I didn't think would be. I expected greater grief but got pure joy. The time will come when you will feel joy again. Love you, pat